Literature

Two Scoop Paradise Pt. II

You drop your gear bag in the locker room.  The dull thud echoes off the empty tile floor.

Today’s training lives in your body the same way a storm does in the sky afterward: dark, heavy, and electric.  Your right forearm aches with that deep, familiar burn of a thousand forehands.  

Your quads are dense slabs, protesting every step yet carrying you forward with the same stubborn pride that got you here.  This is the pro-athlete bargain: total effort, complete exhaustion, and total ownership of the outcome.  The ache isn’t punishment; it is proof of hard work.  And it’s yours.

You begin to strip.

Peeling away the sweat-soaked shirt first, heavy, reluctant.  It drags across the plane of your broad shoulders, the thick swell of your pecs, catching on the hard points of your nipples before finally releasing.  Cool air kisses the sweaty skin beneath, raising a fresh wave of gooseflesh.

You stand bare-chested for a moment, letting the cool locker-room air trace every ridge and valley you’ve carved out of yourself.  The curve of your pecs gives way to the sharp cut of your abs, where a dark trail of hair grows downward like a silent invitation.  Letting it grow out between tournaments.

You run a palm slowly across your torso, absent and almost reverent, feeling the gritty film of dried sweat and the residual heat radiating from deep inside your muscles.

Thumbs hooking under the waistband, you push shorts and briefs down together in one deliberate slide.  The fabric clings for a heartbeat, snagging on the thick flare of your glutes, resisting the meat of your thighs before surrendering.  It pools at your ankles.  You step free.

Your cock hangs heavy between your legs, soft but thick.  The skin is plush and slightly wrinkled over the head, carrying the dense, fertile musk of a full day’s exertion: salt, earth, and testosterone.  The scent rises in the still air, unapologetic, animal.  You.

Shifting weight slightly, you feel the powerful flex of your glutes.  Two thick, rounded scoops earned from endless explosive sprints and the torque of every groundstroke. Your ass sits high and proud, the kind that draws whispers on tour: full, firm, unmistakably yours, dimpling at the sides when you clench.

Beneath the surface, a soft dusting of dark hair trails the cleft, framing the tight, natural ring.  Your hole beautiful, ungroomed, primal, alive with texture.  It easily arouses hunger to trace it, savor it, and worship it.  The hole is waiting, slippery from sweat. Built from sheer ferocity.

You step into the shower.

The water slams into you scalding, merciless, perfect.  You don’t flinch.  You bow your head and let it pound the back of your neck, your traps, your lats.  Red-clay rivers streak down your chest, your abs, your thighs, swirling into the drain like war paint being washed away.  You watch it go with quiet satisfaction.

Cedar-charcoal soap lathers in your hands, thick grey suds against bronzed skin.  You cup your cock and balls with slick fingers, rolling skin back gently, cleaning every fold.  The smell is electric.  Your balls sit heavy in your palm, swollen with the pent-up load you’ve denied release for days now.  The pro-athlete’s vow of retention, channeling every surge of testosterone back into the grind, the court, the win.

It’s a delicious, throbbing ache, hypersensitive to the slightest brush, every nerve ending alive and begging like a coiled spring.  It thickens fast to touch.  But you savor it, this erotic sacrifice: the stored energy humming low in your gut, turning even this simple wash into a tease of forbidden pleasure, a reminder that your body is primed for explosion when victory demands it.

You turn.  Water hammers your back, streams between the heavy globes of your ass.  You soap the cleft slowly.  Fingers sliding through the dark fur, tracing the sensitive pucker.  The foam clings, darkens the hair, then sluices away in foaming rivers down your legs.  You rinse.  Steam rises around you like a second skin.

Cedar, salt, and clean sweat fill your lungs. You tilt your head back, eyes closed, letting the torrent strip the last of the day from your hair.  The white noise wraps you.  You are alone.  You are safe.  You are luxuriating in the body you built.

But then the air changes.

The atmosphere shifts.  It’s subtle.  Like a flicker in the static.

Your intuition, usually so detached and observant, fires a warning shot straight to your gut.

The animal inside you doesn’t growl; it stills. It becomes a statue.

You don’t panic. You don’t startle. You simply reach for the handle and turn.

The silence that follows is deafening.  A rhythmic drip-drip-drip of the showerhead and the frantic thud of your own heart—5th-set tie-break tempo—are the only sounds.  But the air is thick with presence.

You stand perfectly still, water sheeting off your body, ears straining.

Nothing.

But you know.  Your intuition isn’t a guess; it’s a certainty.

Someone is in the outer room.  Someone who shouldn’t be there.

You don’t reach for the towel.  You want to be silent.  You want to be the predator, not the prey.

You step out of the stall, bare feet making no sound on the wet tile, moving like an electric ghost.  You creep toward the corner of the locker bay, silent on the cold, wet tile.

The air is cooler here, away from the shower’s steam, and it licks the drying film of water on your body.  Goosebumps rise in waves, sharp and electric.  Your heart is thudding so loudly you’re sure whoever’s out there will hear you.  Steam rises off your hot body.

You press your back to the wall, the tile biting sharp into your shoulder blades.  You take one slow, silent breath, then another, forcing your pulse to steady.  You’re very good at calming yourself down under pressure; it is, after all, your job.

The locker room feels so small now.  The air thicker.  As if space itself holds its breath with you.  You lean forward, just enough to peer around the edge.

It’s him again. The wolf from the tent with that lingering gaze.

And in his hands – trembling, reverent – are your shorts.

The same filthy, sweat-drenched pair you wore all day.  Clay-stained, heavy with the day’s work.  He cradles them like something sacred.  His fingers move in slow, deliberate circles over the inner seam, the exact place where your cock and balls rested for hours, where the fabric is darkest, stiffest, most saturated with you.

He hasn’t lifted them to his face yet.  But he’s close.

His thumbs brush back and forth across the crotch panel, testing texture, testing warmth, chasing the ghost of your body heat still trapped in the weave.  His shoulders rise and fall faster now, shallow, ragged.  His head tilts forward by fractions, bringing the fabric nearer to his nose, hovering, not quite touching.  As though the moment he inhales everything will shatter.

You can see the tremor in his hands.  The way his knuckles whiten.  The subtle rock of his hips, unconscious, his dick seeking friction against nothing.

Your own cock twitches, thickens, against your thigh, betraying you in silence.  You know this pull.  The ache of wanting what’s forbidden, the thrill when restraint cracks.  For a second, you almost step forward.

The air between you is no longer air.  It is thick, pulsing, electric with shame and hunger and the unbearable nearness of what he’s about to do.

He hasn’t seen you yet. But he’s about to taste you.

Preseason Aches Pt. II

He stands at the water's edge, toes curling into cool, wet sand.  The ocean breathes in and out ahead of him, waves rolling gentle under the last light of day.  Salt air fills his lungs sharp and clean, a sting that feels like waking up.

He steps forward.  Cold water laps his ankles, then calves, then thighs.  The shock is immediate, delicious.  It climbs the heavy curve of his ass, brushes the underside of his balls, and makes his skin tighten everywhere at once.  When it reaches his waist, he dives.

The world goes quiet.  Water closes over his head, muffling everything.  He kicks hard, arms slicing long and clean, body remembering the old rhythm like muscle memory never left.  Olympic strokes come back effortless: kick, pull, breathe, glide, surface. His chest expands wide with each breath to the side, heavy pecs rising, nipples hardening fast in the chill.  The thicker waist twists for power, obliques firing, ass flexing with every dolphin kick that propels him deeper.

He swims out just past the break.  The waves lift and drop him in steady swells.  Salt burns the fresh scar along his jaw, the one from the accident earlier this year.  The crash replays sometimes in flashes: metal twisting, glass shattering, the sickening crack of bone.  Jaw wired shut for weeks after.  Liquids through a straw.  Speech slurred and painful.  Beard grown thick and wild to hide the swelling, the stitches, the mess of healing.  He couldn't open his mouth wide enough to eat, let alone kiss or taste skin.  Body bloated from meds and immobility, heavy in all the wrong places.  Desire deadened and buried under pain.

But now.

Now his muscular arms cut through water with authority. Legs drive strong from thighs rebuilt in the gym. His chest heaves full and free. The beard clings wet to his face, thick and dark, no longer hiding anything, just part of him.  Salt water beads in it, drips from the curl at his chin. The scar tingles under the current, alive, and healed enough to feel pleasure instead of pain.

He flips at a rock outcrop, pushes off hard, explodes forward in a burst of speed.  Body glides sleek and powerful.  He’s still got it, that good feel for the water, which streams over his back, traces down the ridges of his spine, and slips between his cheeks.  Every nerve sings.  Lungs expanding deeper than they have in years.  Heart pounding steady, strong.

He slows near the deeper blue and rolls onto his back, floating.  Stars prick the darkening sky in Northland of Aotearoa.  Waves rock him gently. His cock stirs at last, thick and slow in the cold, blood rushing south as the body remembers what it's built for.  Desire flickers alive after so long asleep.

He closes his eyes.  Gratitude hits sudden and fierce.  Tears mix with salt water on his lashes.  The accident took so much out of him.  Wired shut, trapped in a body that felt foreign and broken.  Months of recovery, slow and brutal.  Beard grown to hide the damage.  Weight gained, then fought back inch by inch in the gym.  Nights spent crying, wondering if he'd ever feel like himself again.

But here he is. Floating. Strong. Whole.

He laughs quiet into the night, a low sound only the ocean hears.  After one heavy exhale he kicks back toward shore with steady strokes.  His body cutting clean through the water one last time.

He emerges dripping, moonlight silver on his wet skin.  Beard heavy with salt.  He looks so manly here.  Intimidating in his element.  Chest rising full. Cock swinging thick between powerful thighs.

The body is back.

*

He walks the short path from the beach back to his friend’s bach, sand still clinging to his feet, the cool evening breeze raising goosebumps across his damp skin.  The little holiday home sits quiet among behind the dune, windows glowing soft from inside.   All the rooms are taken by the family members so he’s in a tent this time.

His spot is the aqua tent pitched on the grass out back, zipper half open, air mattress waiting.  He slips into the main house first, keeping quiet so he doesn’t wake anyone, and heads for the bathroom.

The shower starts hot immediately.  Steam rises fast, fogging the small mirror, turning the tiny space into a warm cocoon.  He steps under the spray and lets the water pound his shoulders, washing away the ocean salt in rivulets that run down his chest.  Soap lathers thick in his palms.

He starts slow, almost reverent, hands gliding over the fuller waist he has learned to love.  No longer the narrow taper of his twenties.  Now it's solid, lived-in, carrying the weight of survival and strength.  Fingers trace the faint stretch marks from recovery, the subtle softness over hard muscle.  He accepts it all.  This body is richer now, more manly.  Sexier in its maturity.

He soaps his chest next, palms circling heavy pecs, thumbs brushing nipples that tighten instantly under the touch.  Sensitive these days, more than they used to be.  A gift from the hormonal chaos of healing.  He smiles to himself mischievously.  He lingers there, feeling the weight of them, the way they move when he breathes deep.  

Beard comes last.  He deliberately grew it long during recovery from the accident to hide the swelling and stitches.  He massages shampoo into it, Herbal Essences roses and strawberries filling the steam with sweet, heady scent.  His hair has grown back thicker too, post-illness, curls heavy and soft under his fingers.  He rinses slow, watching suds swirl down the drain.

Out of the shower, he towels dry with care.  He’s delicate with how he handles himself.  As if his body is a fragile freight package.  Skin still warm, he opens the little jar of manuka honey moisturizer.  It smells Oshun golden, thick and fragrant. He smooths it over every inch: jaw scar first, fingers gentle on the line that once made him avoid mirrors.

Then chest, waist, thighs, and ass.  The honey scent clings warm and sweet, mixing with lingering rose from his hair.  He works it in like a ritual, soothing, celebratory.  This body fought back from the crash, from wires and pain and bloating.  It deserves touch.  It deserves pleasure.  Deserves to feel good under the touch of his own hands.

Stepping into the kitchen now he heats some bone broth, a simple habit from his athlete days. Bowl warm in his palms, he sips standing at the table, staring out the dark window at the moonlit sea.  In this moment he’s just a creature of habit, sharing a calming routine moment to set his nervous system right before bed.  Nourishment to end the day, just like he started it.

He pulls on grey sweatpants that hug the fuller waist and round ass just right.  A white tank clings to his chest, nipples faint shadows under thin cotton.  He crawls onto the air mattress in the aqua tent, sheets cool against warm skin, evening breeze drifting through the tent flap.

With his phone in his hand, there’s one last ritual before sleep.  He opens Instagram quietly, scrolls to your profile.  No new stories tonight.  Just the same training clips from yesterday. Muscle flexing, sweat shining, that focused look he loves, especially when serving.  The heart quickens.  So much for all those calming, pre-bed activities.  All thrown out the proverbial tent window with a few taps on the screen.  He knows he’s lingering longer than he should, thumb hovering, a small smile tugging at his lips.

Through the hectic noise he feels inside, he holds onto a quiet confession: this crush lit the flame.  When everything felt lost: jaw wired, body foreign, desire dead, thinking of you pushed him.  Inspired him to fight harder in physio, lift heavier in the gym, heal not just to survive but to become someone worthy of wanting, of being wanted.

He sets the phone face-down.  Whispers a short prayer into the dark.  Thanking God for the body, for the strength, and for his desire returning.  Breeze cools his skin.  Sheets settle around him.

Sleep drifts close, calm and deep.

*

At some point during the night, the zipper rasps.  Slow.  Deliberate.  Like a secret being undone.

He doesn’t move.  Eyes stay closed, breath steady, but every nerve wakes sharp.  The sound is real, isn’t it?  Or is this that dream again?  The one that’s visited him since recovery began, since the crush took root and refused to let go.

You crawl in and your musk floods the tent.

That thick, fertile, post-training salt and skin.  The scent that lives in his late-night scrolls.  It floods the small space, wraps around him like heat from a forge.  The air mattress dips under your weight, slow shift that presses close behind him.  Body heat radiates before touch even lands.  Your broad chest to his back, thighs slotting against his, lips scraping soft at the nape of his neck as you settle in.

He keeps “asleep,” breath catching only slightly, body responding instinctive.  Ass arching back just enough to meet the grind of your hips.  Your cock, thick and hard, slides between his cheeks through thin sweatpants fabric, pre-cum already soaking through in warm streaks.  The pressure is deliberate, teasing, your head nudging his hole, fabric dragging slick, promising more.

Your hand hovers over his hip first, fingers ghosting skin where tank has ridden up.  Then it slides upward, palm warm and callused, covering his mouth in a gentle but firm hold.  Fingers spreading to seal his sleeping lips, thumb brushing his bearded square jaw.  The touch is possessive, anchoring, silencing any sound before it starts.

He moans into your palm softly, muffled, the first real giveaway.  Eyes open in the haze, moonlight catching your beard-shadowed face above him, eyes dark and hungry, locked on his.

Recognition floods him. Shock at first.  Followed by relief.  Now desire.

Before the moan can grow, your hand clamps tighter, crushing the sound into vibration against your skin, holding him quiet, holding him yours.  Your cock presses hotter now, head pushing at the fabric barrier, seeking entry.

The dream is real.

And it’s only just beginning.